thanks to all who had prayed for me. i could feel your love-presence very strong. i will wait the morning to see if it is really over.

i am falling ill. could very well be a reaction of the body who is trying to cleanse itself. my emotions are normal again. good night.

now, this was an interesting night. methinks unless i clean my sexuality i can as well install a revolving door.

situation is stable. i feel protected & supported. some external consciousnes in me. the nice of it is seeing all as for the 1st time

i love living on a van. a push on the accelerator and you leave your problems behind. until you run out of places to go!

1. It is now possible from the uk to post to lj. Which means that from time to time I might send brief messages mainly explaining fast things about me. Then maybe I will get all the posts together and in one big post, or so ( Read more... )

I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself,
a Taoist will drop frozen dead from its posture
before it ever felt sorry for itself.

unashamedly inspired from a poetry from D.H. Lawrence.

I am angry ( Read more... )

Great Spirit,
I don't need my hate for women anymore.
Especially the excessive, cronic, and blocked feeling,
that comes from a sensation of disempowerment.
Without loosing my ability to feel the WHOLE spectrum of emotions,
I would like to trade this excess for self-worth

So be it!
Pietro

I got asked why was I stressed. Do you remember that I said: I need 1500 euro. And of course I meant: I need an extra 1500 ABOVE what I already own. Well, let's just say that I checked my bank account, you know just to see how much there was... and money was missing. While I had here little money too. I had remained with (no kidding) 1521.14 euro ( Read more... )